My energy is so huge that all interactions contain tension
Those that sustain, survive, and thrive are either by blood or ability and desire to get through
People can’t handle the heat! Confrontation is not a bad thing! Where is the gall?!
I find many on Earth to be very avoidant
in love, in conversation, in action, in communication - the overstimulation blocks the desire and ability to take a step. the freeze, the pause is prevalent. Most dont have the balls to say what they really mean.
some say, not everything needs to be said?
my reply is WHY not? until all can hear each others thoughts, why are we hiding?
my energy is incapable of hiding.
I come on like a freight train, a firework, incapable to be avoided.
a wheel on fire rolling down the road, all must turn to look.
do I like this? Has this been easy? I can be nothing more than huge. it is my entire being.
I sob when connections go sour, when the ghosts arrive and the communication stops
I wonder, I thought you had more confidence? I thought you had more presence? But you disappear.
Even a severance must be heard.